in a recollective state of mind

Being forgetful is one of my greatest personality flaws along with being an impulsive shopper and being indecisive, slightly cynical, and an occasional glutton. i've tried constantly to keep posting everyday, not as a means to get more blog viewers, but more as a personal journal of my thoughts as I become an adult. yet, i have continuously forgot or have been purely lazy in my attempts to establish a consistent blog.  i have five active blogs (if you count tumblr, which i normally don't), all of which i have ambitiously started strong and have not followed through...how sad is that? even when there are many instances throughout my day, whether at work or out and about, that i would want to share or simply just keep note of, for nostalgic reminiscing later on....i forget, or get lazy.

one of my dear friends today requested to bring back one of my many blogs that I had started last year jointly with another friend. so thanks to her, I have decided to seriously try blogging at a more frequent basis. i'm not promising daily posts, but slowly maybe one day I will get to that point. so here's to promising promises and to the first and hopefully not last hurrahs to blogging my state of mind.  

stay tuned for more of my belated recollections on summer 2013, and my college life thus far, as a third year student, i have already had a fair share of joyful first encounters and an equal amount of regrets (which all seems to have occurred my freshman year, #yolo?).

but for now....currently listening to jay-z's magna carta...holy grail. what a boss album name for a boss rapper, don't you think? (coveting his minimal MCHG icon, it reminds me of CMYK)

(source: google img. search)

this state of mind: spring break edition + commitments

i'll admit it. i suck at blogging. as much as i want to post everyday, and get my blog out there in the world, its a huge commitment, a time consuming task, and more often then not number 10000000 on my 'to-do' task list. i'll be honest, i forgot that i created this blog back in december, i forgot that i spend a few minutes trying to think of a clever domain name, and blog title, and it all got lost in my spaghetti of a brain until now...when i wanted to start another blog....not remembering that i had already created one. awkward. 

so now here i am writing to no-one in particular... vowing, promising, swearing that i will try my bestestest to write on this blog day by day as if it were my journal, my solace, my clean canvas to pour out this state of mind.

currently state-of-minding

this inspirational poem 

(it's super long but the first four stanzas are all that really matter)

the extents of how much i long to be accepted as a transfer into columbia (it's a lot)

how wide, how long, how high, and how deep His love is (eph 3:18)

circa 08/2012

csk