24 February 2015

The Fear


(The Everygirl)

I have a deep and uncontrollable fear of the ocean. I am afraid of how large, vast, deep and strong it is and how tiny human life is compared to it. I hate not knowing what's underneath me. It's not that I am scared of sharks and weird sea creature, but it's that queezy feeling I get when I take the chance to think a bit and I vision myself wadding on the surface with the dark abyss below me. It's crazy what the imagination can do to scare yourself.

In that same way, I have a fear of commitment. It's the scenarios and circumstances that I create in my head that makes me question the whole notion of it. This article literally hit the nail on the head. Though, I still have a good chunk of time before I legitimately should "commit", its reassuring to know that there are others out there struggling with the same notions.